Silver-hues

A little help, please?

I had often gotten in arguments with fangirls saying it's completely okay for USUK to love each other in a sexual way because they aren't exactly related by blood... Sure they treated each other as brothers, or like father-son figures, but it is completely okay and not all incest-y.

Well, in my eyes it's still incest... and it's still pretty darn disturbing. 

Especially since I've just recently discovered that I am not my father's daughter... My mother was impregnated by another man while she was in a relationship with my dad and that child was me. My mother then lied to my father and told him I was his daughter. Let me also bring up the fact that my father has like four sons before he met my mum, so technically all my life I thought those four sons were like my half-brothers.

But then 19 years later she tells the truth and I find out that I am not exactly blood-related to my brothers (I am depressed from finding this out, but I'm okay guys, sort of). So I found out that I wasn't really blood-related to them, did I suddenly express this desire to get in a romantic relationship with one of my brothers? NO. THE VERY THOUGHT OF IT MAKES ME SQUICK AND WANT TO VOMIT BLOOD. Did I suddenly get romantically attracted to them? STILL NO.  I am not okay with being in a relationship with them because I grew up thinking they were my half-brothers... like I could only love them as my brothers... DUDES WHO WILL PROTECT ME SCARE BULLIES AND THREATEN BOYS WHO WON'T LEAVE ME ALONE. DUDES I GREW UP WITH AND TAUGHT ME HOW TO PLAY VIDEO GAMES. DUDES WHO LIKE CROSS-EXAMINE BOYFRIENDS AND MALE-FRIENDS I HANG OUT WITH. DUDES WHO TREATED ME LIKE THEIR PRECIOUS LITTLE SISTER EVEN IF SOMETIMES ONE OF THEM SHIPS ME WITH ONE OF THEIR BESTFRIENDS. 

Anyway, all that has caused my hatred and discomfort for pairings like USUK to intensify, unfortunately said pairings are still extremely popular, but I'm not leaving the fandom because there are still sane people who won't attack me because I have unpopular opinions and I love them. 

But I sincerely hope no one ever tries to shove pairings like USUK/Spamano/BelaRus/Franada down my throat.

Like the other day, I had an argument with some girl who was requesting me to make a USUK fanfiction for my comeback as a fanfiction writer... She was a good RP friend, but when I told her I was uncomfortable with USUK, she did a personality flip... At first she was like 'why?' I gave her my reasons, thinking she would understand because she was a good friend. Then she said I was lame and practically ignored me and everyone practically ostracized me who was playing Canada from the RP group... (Maybe it was my best in-character RP ever then because Canada was really ignored for the rest of the day.)

Anyway, tl;dr... Brother/Sister-ly like romantic ships in Hetalia make me really uncomfortable. And no I can not tolerate them at all even if they aren't related by blood because I, like the colonised countries, was practically raised by people she's not blood-related to. And I hope no one forces me into liking it cause it won't be a pretty thing for my part. It's like forcing me to think that it's okay to make one of the men I grew up with thinking as my brothers my boyfriend.

The only ship I will ever like as of now is AusHun because that was canon... and I honestly wouldn't mind pairings like PruHun, hell, you can throw yaoi at me but please please please don't let it be incest-y relationships cause it will really cause me a great deal of discomfort... LIKE A GREAT DEAL. YOU DON'T KNOW HOW MUCH IT'S PRACTICALLY A TRIGGER OF SOME SORT.

Follow me and I'll follow back... Please follow me. ;A;

Anyway, I'm into new fandoms but Hetalia would still have a special place in my heart... I'm not sure if I should make more reader-inserts though. @___@

I'm currently into Gintama, Shingeki no Kyojin, Danganronpa and Free! (It's so funny since I used to dislike Free! before. XD)